the unexamined life is not worth living. but the over-examined life makes you wish you were dead.
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toledot

summer bench for two one leans into his phone call one holds the whole park

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Ordinary Abundance

i loved this site. the perspective it brought was a tall drink of cold water to a soul living through what i have come to believe is our actual purgatory.

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batter my heart, three-person'd god

Batter my heart, three-person'd God, for you As yet but knock, breathe, shine, and seek to mend; That I may rise and stand, o'erthrow me, and bend Your force to break, blow, burn, and make me new. I, like an usurp'd town

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let there be light

morning sun through glass — flame climbs lead lines up dark stone no candle needed

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paul within judaism

matthew novenson is so sensible. i find his work confirming, clarifying, illuminating.

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Koko

This is Micah alone at the piano — a solo reading of "Koko" taken at breakneck velocity, closer to Bud Powell's ghost than to any comfortable swing pocket. There is no band here to converse with; the whole drama is between his two hands, the right unspooling relentless chromatic lines while the left interrupts, anchors, and finally lets go. Listen for how dry he keeps it — almost no pedal for two minutes — so that every needle-sharp note stands alone until the very end.

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central park

duck glides the mirror — olive sky bends beneath her blue feather, one note

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rowan williams: being christian

this is the first book i'd give anyone wondering what jesus & christianity are really about. definitely the book i'd give anyone disillusioned & cynical, experiencing deconstruction of their faith. simple, sensible, radical, wise, beautiful. vintage rowan williams.

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the alhambra

muqarnas deepens — amber ring holds the collapse one blue dome, no more

chit-chat

do nothing. do not stop the script.

this is really how it went down

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ai

i wrote a fair bit of prolog code back in the early '90s, in grad school. ai was a thing, but it was an arcane thing, constrained in concept and by hardware. we did not then realize that attention was all we needed. but

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liberal christian optimism

i didn't give american politics much attention until around 2007. i'll explain that elsewhere. and then it stayed peripheral to my view until 2016. in the ten years since, i think i've lived the trajectory that david describes so well in this piece. david is well worth following on substack. i have a paid subscription.

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earliest memories

i was watching an old home video of my parents the other day. we recorded it in early 1996 when jeanne & i visited them in madras. jeanne asked my mother what her earliest memory was, and my mother said: i was a little y

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